Zai tien

  

The track? Elizabeth? Ysabel? Lourdz? Genna? Joanna? Rachelle? How many of them still? Do I still have to count them to assure the intensity of my selfish agony? This really made my day!!!

Lately, I received a message from heaven congratulating me for being a candidate for Ms. Lonely of the year. And, my horoscope isn’t any friendly either. My mom is in Singapore for some business trip. My dad is working for the government and always busy writing something. Kat doesn’t want to socialize with anyone and my brother has been fund of not participating with this family either. On my birthday, Joanna surprisingly bid farewell, because she’s going to some part of Switzerland to find a job…the home of Nokia… RDL told me that they’re all going to be taken by her father abroad…at least…her dream will soon come true… her family will be complete, at last…

I think, I’ll win that pageant for some consideration. I witness people die in hospitals everyday…and I can’t do anything about it except to write it on a piece of paper and passed it weekly in EPP class. I stopped doing that, after I saw the weird smile on the face of our professor by calling my name. While, others fulfill their dream and explore the world, I thought that anytime, it might be my turn to leave for good. I can’t imagine how sad would that be.

“Hey pare, I know it’s sad, but I’m going and I might never come back. So, goodbye then!”

“Okay, good luck to you in your new life! We’ll still keep in touch right?”

“Of course!”

So what’s the drama there?

There is actually none…………………do u really believe there is none? For just simple goodbye..you’ll never really know how sad it is to let a someone, who has been part of your life to go, unless you’ve experienced it yourself many times.